Inside Out

Dear Rob,

I just got off the phone with Zack and I so wish you could be here to see all this goodness that's going on with your boys.  Caleb is loving HIS time with his daddy...watching BACK TO THE FUTURE 1 and 2, and looking forward to #3 tomorrow.  I told Zack I'd help keep the little boys entertained so he and Caleb could have more together time tomorrow.  He was so receptive.  You would just love all the sweetness that's flowing here.  I just have to believe you're getting to enjoy it too.  PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOU ARE...okay? 

I'm doing okay...just feeling my way along.  I think you'd be happy for me.  I'll be moving into my new apartment at the Dominion soon.  In fact, I'll be moved in by this time in two weeks.   I think it will feel like a fresh start...a new launching pad...for me to take my next steps...whatever...wherever.

I was in Lowe's today buying a new washer/dryer and I missed you as I walked the aisles remembering all the times we made our trips to Lowe's for our next project stuff.

Father's Day will be so different without you here.  You would be so proud of Zack and the way he's loving on his little guys.  And you would LOVE those little guys.  Weston is so sweet...and learning his way around the world.  He was in his little round-about yesterday gumming on a "cookie".  He has his first teeth coming in "down der".  Sawyer is SO FULL OF LIFE and LOVE and GOODNESS...and he continues to wear us all out with his constant LIVELINESS!!!  May he NEVER lose it...just, perhaps, learn to moderate it.  Caleb is growing UP and is so adorable!  He'll be moving (AGAIN), and I pray his new home will be nothing but goodness.  He'll be a 5th grader next year, and he's SO clever, so bright, so friendly.  Let's pray he finds his PLACE.  We all eventually did, didn't we?

And Shannon...well, what can I say?  She is amazing!  We are all so very blessed.

I miss you. 

Love,

Sarah