It's the beginning of a new month
and a new adVENTURE here in Lubbock, Texas.
This dawned on me this morning:
I realize that today marks the end of official, paid EmmyCare,
and aside from the bittersweet feelings I've already blogged about,
it feels especially significant because of where it puts me/us,
in transition, again.
EmmyCare was the reason we moved to Lubbock;
and it was a new focus for me.
We knew from the get-go that it would be for a season,
but how quickly seasons come and go.
It was also the reason Rob and I have had all these weeks apart
and the reason he has traveled all those miles to work.
Now, staying in Lubbock is a choice,
and it presents us with the opportunity to assess why we're here,
what's next for me work-wise, and how we make it all work
in the best way possible for US!
It's an open door out of the
"precious-confinement" of regular EmmyCare,
and as with all "releases",
therein lies the freedom and the fear.
Oh boy!