Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Treasure Hunting


This is what I saw when I stepped outside early Thanksgiving morning. 
Amazing, eh? I'm so glad I looked up. 

What I know is these moments of sheer delight and incredible beauty 
are happening all the time. 
I miss seeing them because I'm so often looking down 
at my own thoughts, plans, expectations. 

"Open my eyes that I may see glimpses of truth thou hast for me" 
are words from a familiar hymn I've sung all my life. 

I think I'm beginning to understand that these glimpses of truth 
are those times when joy, peace--happiness, if you will--fill my spirit, 
and I have had absolutely nothing to do with it.  

My spirit's responses to Caleb's writing "M.E.", and the morning's beautiful sky-art 
are definitely soul-feelings, not the worldly-feelings that come 
from performing, achieving, or doing anything to gain happiness. 

Worldly-feelings of happiness come with a price; 
soul-feeling-happiness is absolutely free! 

It feels like I'm on a treasure hunt 
as I begin collecting these moments of SFH
Wonder what's next?

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Gratitude Blogging


It's the day before Thanksgiving, and for reasons I cannot fully explain, 
I've decided to create a blog site.  
Before I think myself out of it, I'm going to trust M.E. 
(that's my new grandmother name) and just go with it.  

I've had the pleasure of spending the past several days with my older grandson,
Caleb, and it's his recent spelling of my grandmother name
that prompted this blog site.  

I've gone by Emmy since he was a baby, 
but when he created a piece of artwork for me the other day, he wrote, "For M.E.".  
I like it! As the saying goes, "Wherever you go, there you are." 

In fact, the older I get, the more comfortable I am with the M.E. 
that just keeps showing up to be present, aware, and grateful for what is.  

So, today, among so many things, I am grateful for Caleb and his innocent wisdom 
in reminding me of who I am...just M.E.  
It's usually enough, you know.